heyhey ! blogging from 116(: oh , how I’ve missed this place. heheh.

But I’ve always been so lazy to travel here. But now that am here, I don’t wanna leave.

(:

Nothing much to blog about for today. A lot of stuff happened actually.

But am worried that people might be reading…

So…nope (: am not going to say it heheh.

 

& ouch , I just dropped my phone real hard on the floor ><

*sorry , just had to digress hahah.

Holidays are approaching !, I wanna go sign up for driving.

But am afraid that I’d be too lazy to attend lessons.

knowing me… LOL >< and I don’t even know if I wanna take Auto or Manual >< eek

So many things to decide on. $ is another issue. I want to be paying for this on my own.

Because it’s gonna motivate me harder. But I’ve got to save like a cow. & I’d be a poor bloke . hahah

 

Anyways , was whatsapp-ing Winnie this evening when we figured that we’re not that young anymore ):

Perhaps it’s time for us to settle down and find a proper boyfriend.

hmm , easier said than done.

Remember I mentioned quitting fandom? or did I not.

About that… sad to say… I think am being pulled back into it again LOL ><

From it , I am able to forget a lot of stuff that I don’t wanna remember ):

People don’t get it. hahah. They don’t get the kinda satisfaction that I do.

S.I.G.H

 

Naggy sister is insisting that I go to bed now (:

aww , what a sweetheart. Shall sleep early and get to wake up an hour later !

Plus point of having the MRT just right below your house right now.

Before I end off , I want to wish my dearest twin girls

 

HAPPY 19th IN ADVANCE!!!! HAVE A BLAST!

LOVE YALL SO MUCH!

Love of my life ♥

Spent half of my Saturday with this lovely girl (: Went to do my hair in the morning. Took so long ): J & Love had to wait for me. But I pity love more because…. he waited for 3hours I think >< eek. & his phone was running out of battery. Think he felt very pekcek. But still waited for me nonetheless (: ♥ Met J @ FEP & started shopping ^^ Bought 2 pairs of shoes and ZERO clothes. failz. Had a good time catching up with the both of them. A pity they didn’t know each other. Else we could’ve talked more .

Went on to Hyatt’s toilet before I had to leave for the twin’s birthday party ^^ @ Quincy hotel just down the lane Mount Elizabeth Hosp. Pretty hotel. (:

Had shitloads of fun there ! Finally got to see our Army Boys ^^ muchhhh tanner & man now! hahahah. we talked.drank.played.ate.

Miss them already ):  Alrighty , shall let the photos do the talking next. Oh & this space is not safe anymore! * people are reading >: ! stares hard! ONG HUITING! LOL you creeper !

SHAUN!

JASPER !

Management .Accounting

Yeah , that’s what am having right now. So bored. I think am gonna get an F for daily grade today. Hardly spoke a word >< Plus was late (: hee. Win.

Am going over to TPY to stay for the next few days! yay. feeling quite happy ^^ missed mommy & the rest of the family (: Only thing I dislike about going there is that am going to put on weight fo. sure ): then my 5kg lost would be gone to waste T.T nuhhhhh.

I wanna go home now . T.T dead bored in class. and super cold. But 2 super crazy girls are making me stay. hahah. they’re forever laughing @ NOTHING –.- Yes , nothing. Everything they see/hear is funny to them >< I don’t even know why. lol.

alrighty , shall just end here. I always want to blog but end up having nothing to say >< lost my talent for blogging LOL.

Bye-yeom !

Long time since I last did a picture post (: basically because I don’t take photos as much anymore. I think am starting to look more & more gross in photos ): sigh ! so here are some photos @ OLIVA the other day. When we were supposed to be practicing for UT… hahah. ended up camwhoring >< and playing pingpong with plates + sugar bags. #nevergrowup.

Presenting….. Our LAO MA! Adeline (:

Yenyen ! (: I think she’s pretttttty ^^ no?

 

Xiaomei (:

 

My beloved GF (: why my eye like thissssss ):

 

Group shot ! from top left ; Da jie , xiao mei , yen yen , lao ma (: hehehe

These are basically the people who make me look forward to school each day (: lovelies. Oh update on my condition. Feeling much better . But not when I see / taste food. Pretty much still feel like revolting when I smell food. I don’t know why. especially food with oil >< eek . My weight’s been dropping @ the constant rate ! hehehe that’s the only plus point. 4 KG down ! 8 more kg to my ideal weight. LOL insane . I would be able to fly by then

Okay ,shall go back to playing plants VS zombiesssss (: Twin’s birthday party tomorrow !!! STOKED !

Erica is damn sick T.T

Never felt so sick in my entire life. Really . I’ve always boasted about how strong I am . About how I never vomited for the past 464894 years. And so , on Wednesday , my body decided to prove me wrong –.- I felt perfectly fine till about lunch time in Oliva . Felt super nauseous . So I decided to have fish soup for lunch. Had only half a bowl and then I couldn’t take it anymore. ><

We had a long break  , sat by the sofa @ the locker area. Then , I felt like puking soooo bad. I went to the toilet , tried to puke , but nothing came out. From then on , I went to the toilet every 15minutes. and from time to time , water kept coming out, bit by bit.

Decided to cab home after doing my UT. Almost threw up in the cab , thank God I reached home in time to run to the toilet >< so scary. How embarrassing it is to puke infront of people. Got in the toilet and had a full blast of my lunch out >< felt sooooo good after that –.- only to realize that it wasn’t the end. –.- whatever I consumed came out after that. Even a gulp of water. #loser.

HT came over after that (: <3 talked to me while I laid in bed like a sick dog. She too , wasn’t feeling well. Hope she recovers fast. At around 7 , another lovely, JJ came. So lucky to be me. HT had to attend a dinner so she couldnt accompany me to the docs. Forgiven (: JJ then accompanied me to the docs. felt slightly better while I was on the way there. But felt like hell again otw the home –.- puked @ the docs. zzz #weak.

got home , took my meds. which eventually came out 10mins later –.- #notsurprised. I puked in to the kitchen basin ): feel so bad. because that place is meant to be kept clean. I had no choice because I had to find somewhere fast. after a few hours, decided to challenge my body and take the other 2 pills. I was right , it came out again. by then it was already 11plus pm.

couldn’t take it no more , my gastric juices were coming out. woke my dad up to seek help. so he drove me to the hosp. daddylove is the best ! feel so bad for waking him up >< got my jab done. sat there for awhile , fell asleep and then got home to continue sleeping . super lethargic even till now. I keep sleeping. And am going to miss UT ): sigh.

I did it ! (: So proud of myself. I knew I could do it. Easy peasy ^^ teehee. Well done Erica.

Today felt like a really weird day. I don’t even know why. Oh wells , weird not in a bad/good sense. Just neutral . MA ….mundane… what else. UT –.- oh boy. No comments. Don’t even know if I can maintain my D+ . Careless mistakes + Not enough time + don’t know how to do = Fail ^^ –.-

Really don’t know what I’ve been getting myself into. tsk. this is bad. Anyways only managed to get home @ 7pm today T.T so late = no time to nap. had dinner & started sutra-ing –.- 26 cocktails. Till now I can only remember 6 ? with mistakes in between. I’m gonna pray so hard that I get Singapore Sling tomorrow ): sigh. Else I’m screwed. Plates sure fail , glasses ; fail , wine pouring + presentation ; fail , corkscrew opening ; fail. GG. COM/SLITWRISTS.

okay shall stop here. and accompany my girly on bbm so that she won’t feel like a total lightbulb teehee ! <3

 

I’m gonna get thru this ON MY OWN (:  I survived N , this is going to be nothing (:

Figured I havent posted photos here in a long time. BTW , all my photos are raw (: reason being , I don’t know how to edit pictures. So , whatevs. Ugly jiu ugly hahah. Been so lazy to upload the photos from my camera to the laptop which is why the lack of photos here ):

The photos went far back from my birthday chalet till now –.- kua zhang or what. Jan- July 7months . I’m lazy like this. Oh & I feel like getting  a new camera ): boo.  No money . Money’s never enough. & sadly its something no one can provide me with . sick.

Am supposed to be doing my RJ now, but here I am teehee. Econs UT tomorrow yet am not prepared. Lesigh , what am I doing to my grades ): I hope I’m able to at least scrape thru with a D+  again. Fluke.

Reason that am blogging is because I’ve got so much that I wanna say but I don’tknow where to start. And I don’t even know if it’s safe to be said here. hmm. (: oh wells.

I’ll be back again soon. With more photos. Promise.

Everything.Happens.For.A.Reason

Been feeling quite trashy for the past few days. But am glad that I’ve gotten over that stage. It felt sooooo bad. I just kept sleeping my days away. T.T Recharged myself. I even slept from 5plus pm on one day only to wake up at 730am the next day. yeah , it’s that bad ): hahah oh wells.

Moving on , I got the first F in my poly life ! whoohoo! & the honour goes to …. MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!! Piece of shit >< lol , looks like I’ve got to date chew chai luan already ): nuhhhhhh . For the sake of even getting a pass , I must tank!!!!! Ceebee , F siaaaaaa . Ohmytian.

Oh a brighter note !, UKISS TOMORROW!!!! WHOAH ^^ My long awaited Eli Kim , I’m gonna see you again ^^ (L)(L)(L) It’s been so long. & the thought of skipping school on friday makes me even happier ! (: whoopwhoop.

I.SERIOUSLY.NEED.TO.LOSE.WEIGHT.

 

Why’d you come back

What is this that am feeling?

Are we back on track. I’d really like to know.

Find.My.Way.Back. Into.Love

If I can’t have you why wont you let me go.

Supsup , back from work feeling like a total dog. Know how to feels like to be sooo lethargic yet unable to fall asleep? Tell me about it. tsk. I dont wanna pass off as emo. Cause I dislike people being emo ): hahah. scratch that.

J’s back in town ! (: whoop. Mega love . Imma relive my sec school life ! Missed her soooo much . I’d dedicate ALL my time to her. (: Gladly. And best part’s that….. she’s gonna be working with me ! (: teehee. Havoc.

Back to school tomorrow ): I don’t see why am not eligible for youth day. nuhhh!, so unfair!?

With this , I end today’s post. *Abrupt . I Like ^^ . Make up your mind , dont leave me hanging. Eff Elle Eye Are Tee.