wrong, everythings not moving the right way =.=
screw it llurhhs. ugh. i BWG sial. ahhhh shits!!
today was meant to be an ok day.
but something just shocked me. they dont understand.
they think im over paranoid. even worse someone thinks im not over that person =.=
but yahh, i know they wont understand so i'll take it myself.
die alone, whatever, i dont care.
i just want to end all these shit. but i dontknow how to =( .
they tried to help me but its kinda making the situation worse i guess.
nevermind, now im like on the verge of crying with no one to turn to.
whatthehelk. that kinda feeling sucks.


i walk alone in the cold winter,
when i tripped upon a branch,
and fell to my knees,
i realised that no one was there to pick me up
i cried to myself, thinking about whether my friends really cared.
but i could'nt give myself an answer.
maybe taking a piece of wood and slashing myself would be the best.
kill me. misery loved me way too much.


{ /Y7:57PM}